My 1st niece

I couldnt sleep.. I was on FB for quite some times.. I had good day today when d classes that I attended this morning has smoothly taken place. I thought I wanted to write something on how how wonderful it went today..but let put it down another day..

My niece, Puteri NurSyahirah helped me to edit some of my pictures in my blog. She is only 14. but in this present time, 14 is a big number. THAT is what I am afraid of. Not having my own kids, but she is like mine. A cheerful, sweet and lovely Syahirah. always known within our immediate family member as "Kakak", "Kak Long" or sometimes I will call her "Sheera Qora" well, she purposely spelled the "Qora" with a "Q" to make it sounds glamorous I think.. she adores Justin BIEBER which I hardly understand why.. I have never fancied any Singers or Actress so much like that. Maybe because of the advance in technology nowadays that today's children are facing..the internet..which I believe is the biggest media influence, thing that every tom, dick n harry or mary or jane must have.. imagine..what they can do with it.. such a nuisance not to have or to even to have it..

And Sheera Qora cooked for me today..a simple dish that is one of my favorite too.."sambal tumis udang"...hahahha... but it was so sweeeeet...like a pool of sugar was poured into it. not to dissapoint her, I ate with some cooked brown rice.. and I said to her.."I love u...thank u.." that was one phrase I have learnt today in my class to say it out to those people around u as each individuals are unique and special in their own way..it means a lot to some people.. it also means nothing to some people..

Coming from a broken home, where her parents divorces at the age of 5, u can imagine how difficult she has to live in several different enviroment. This is where sometimes the style of parental upbringing take place, where for each and different individual the impact could be different. At that early age, she has to live with her grandparents on her mother side... after a while because of some incidents happened she was transfered to be under my parents responsibility. I dont know how long she is going to be with us. But I do hope she will stay until she gets her degree at least which is most probably until the age of 24.

I understand how difficult it is for her to cope..emotionally. Being a teenager, she needs a proper school to attend to, a group of peers to belong to and most probably the best teacher to guide her in her education besides parental love or in this case , grandparental love.

...to be continued....